Adult reasons
I thought I understand… sadly I was foolish back then.
How the hell did I got into this mess
My sensitivity start to blunt from all the noise
I stop questioning things when it’s not even worth it
I’m starting to understand adults’ reason behind it
I want to turn everything upside down and run away
I don’t want to be the type of adult who rages into empty air
I don’t care if I ever am ridiculed in a contemptuous way
I’m starting to understand my life in a way that I feel into thin air
How the hell I feel it this way yet
My ideation start to be my own sedatogen
I hardly seek the things I greed for, after it
I’m starting to numb from inside every hit